Socially awkward Jorge

Hi,I'm Jorge and i'm feeling socially awkward. The reason? I don't know but I guess it's because all this chaos between my feeling, my thoughts and my hopes. I'm feeling empty again, as I used to feel a few years ago when my mind blew away and left me just with my common and boring life. Now I know it's time to change but the things are getting hard, confusing and so inconstant, as I do. It seems like it's never going to end, like I'm going to be trapped for ever in the same place, walking in circles and doing the same again and again, but then, a hand holds me and shakes me, makes my heart beat hard and fast, makes me feel like I'm the only one here and now and finally that hand becomes an arm, and that arm becomes 2 arms, and as those 2 arms hug me and fill me with happiness I feel everything that bothers me disappears. My infinite source of happiness, the stealer of the beats of my heart, the reason why I smile foolishly walking on the street, my everything and a little bit more, you were right in front of my eyes this whole time, why didn't I realized that sooner? I don't care, because now we're together and I really don't care about anything else. It's kind of unbelieveable that writting this almost made me cry but now I feel better. I love you and you're all I need (besides money :p) to survive, thank you for all.